"All between You and ME - A story of a girl who dreams and a boy who loves !"
** NOTE for readers .... this story is being posted in a continuous thread .... look at the chapter number before reading! ... If you've missed any .. I suggest take some time to read the previousCHAPTER-10
(rohit's version-)
Todal i was back at the college, its been 5years that i left this place but the air is still same.... totally new face around me.... but in ankhon ko toh ek hi chehre ki talaash hai ....aur dimaag mein ek hi khayal hai .... kya vo milegi mujhe?
par sab kuch pehle jaisa nahin hai .. meri wo faculty jise mere se pass hone ki umeed nahin thi ..aaj nazar bacha bacha kar idhar dekh rahe the .. jaise aaj main unhe dekhun ..pass jaun aur kahun sir jo hun apki wajah se hun .... success duniya ka apko dekhne ka nazariya badal deti hai ! .. sach hi hai !!
par abhi yeh kuch bhi matter nahin karta .. saumya is my priority for she always have been... ek baar socha saumya toh 2saal pehle hi graduate hui hai ..ho sakta hia usey abhi bhi koi janta ho ... pooch leta hun .... par aissey kaise uska naam leke dusron ko uske baare mein koi bhi thought ya perception rakhne dun? .... jab usko tab mera pyaar samajh nahin aya ..toh in anjaan logon ko ab kya samajh ayega ....
yehi sochte hue main canteen ki taraf chal diya ..ki ab apney sheher toh aa hi gya hun ... usko toh dhundh hi lunga, wahan baitha wahi samose ke saath se saath apney khayalon mein khoya tha ki peeche se awaaz ayi .. tum wo langdu hi ho na? .... maine apni ankhein band kar li .. shayad ye saumya hi ho... par jab palta toh wahan ek ladki toh thi ..but wo meri saumya nahin thi.... wo ladki aakar mere saath baith gayi ...
mujhe toh kuch bhi pehle hi samajh nahin aa raha tha .. par main janta tha saumya mujhe langdu kehti thi.. par kya yeh ladki bhi samya ko janti hogi ??? ....
Wo bolne lagi- tumne shayad pehchana nahin.. main Riddhima hun.... saumya ki best friend .. saumya aksar apke plays dekha karti hai..... main bus jaise us pal mein apne 5saal firs jee gaya .. saumya bhi mujhe bhooli nahin hai ...
maine ridhi ko saumya ke baarein mein aoni sari feelings baata di aur usse request ki , ki wo saumya ko 1hr ke liye bahar bula le.... woh maan bhi gayi !!
5saal tak samjho ek patta bhi nahin hila aur aaj sab itna jaldi jaldi ho rha hai ki a believe bhi nahin ho rha.... bus ab saumya se ek baar mulakat ho jaye usey iss pyaar ka ehsaas kra dun ... fir uske ghar walon se bhi mil lunga....
abhi shaam ke 4baje the jab ridhi ne kha ki vo 5baje wahin golgappey wale pe milegi.... aaj toh bus aisey lag rha tha jaise asmaan sach mein pairon mein aa gya ho... aaj mujhe meri saumya dikhne wali hai .. jiski ek jhalaak ke liye main college ki seediyon pe baitha rehta tha, mujh jaisa padhai chor library bhi jata tha ..aaj wo saumya fir dikhne wali hai ... uski wo ankhen wo muskan.... par dil mein darr bhi tha .. kya ab vo mere pyaar ko realise karegi....
iss 1hr mein na jaaney maine kya kuch nahin socha ... saumya ayi maine usey door se pehchan liya .... par vo apni usi befikari se chal rahi thi usey kya umeed hogi ki koi uske intezaar mein 5saal se khada hai....
jaise hi ridhi saumya ko mere samne kayi ... wo kuch kadam peech haat gayi .. main uski taraf bada aur wo khadi rahi ... maine uski ankon mein dekh kar bola ... aaj jo bhi hun ... tumhare liye hi hun.. i crouched on my knees and once again i held her hand and proposed to her... this time ...like always ... i love u... will you be mine... not as an object but with your heart .... she gently asked me to get up... placed her both hands on my shoulders .... she was looking in my eyes as if kuch dhoond rahi ho .... tears started coming out of her eyes ....
she turned back and just said ... that i deserved sumone much better than her ..and if i ever loved her i should forget her and start life afresh ..... i ws staring at blankness and emptiness as she walked back
With her every step i wanted her to return back to me .. for she is the best i deserve! .... but she didn't turned back and once again left me !
Main wahin khada reh gaya ... aur mujhse mera zamana lut gya ...
Rohit...
The last chapter in this series to be posted tomorrow! ... rohit ko uska pyaar milega?

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