"I put my heart out for those I love... if you believe that's stupid and silly, so I am... if you can hate me for that.. better hate me ..because i was not born to please you ... i was born to be me .. and not some one you imagined me to be.."
so who is this 'I' being talked about too often above? and more than that what is his problem?
well 'I' is my protagonist... he lives in this world like you and me .. but his redeeming quality is that- he has an insight! but sadly his self awareness tears him apart...
To begin with when 'I' was born.. his family taught him manners and etiquette along with ''a b c'' because besides being born to his parents, he was born into a society .... where men and women were certainly not savages... as he grew he was taught important lessons of honesty, courage and will. He was told that God had blessed him with his likes, dislikes, abilities and inabilities- all, and he was a child of almighty. He recites his religion and scares the evil... when he grows up, he is taught to use his knowledge, follow the instincts and take decisions, decisions that defines him and follow his future.
I's only slogan is "I am Me!" ... and the world accepts him for what he is ... for they all have the realization that they are were different... So perfect!..... and now the story ends ... shake yourself and wake up to the reality!
'I' was a stupid guy- who loved and hated some people... his worst quality was he tried to decide what is wrong and what is right and look what he got... if he was open about how he felt about people (even if on their faces) that is not honesty that's called being rude.... if 'I' remains all sweet talks- he is deceiving and manipulative... if 'I' tells the truth that's arrogance and if its lies- he is such a liar! when 'I' thinks about doing good to himself- he is not being nice to himself, rather he is a self centered moron ... when 'I' choose to be away from people and lead a bit of isolated life because he doesn't like to many people pitching their ideas about how 'I' should live- he is just being a psycho and a loner ... if 'I' do what people tells him- he is 'gullible' .. if he does not - he is stubborn! .. if 'I' follows other's orders- he was never a leader; if otherwise he is dominating!
Since 'I's' only redeeming quality was insight - he now seeks out for the following answers- (IF someone can satisfactorily answer them the writer will serve as your obedient servant for a year)
dedicated to the typecasting "YOU"
Who is deciding- what 'I' is ?? and what right do you have over "I" to do so? how can you type cast him?? what is 'your type' by the way ?? who the hell you think yourself to be ?? show me this fine line between honesty and manipulation, being self centered and ambitious , gullible and stubborn, leader and a dictator... and when you are drawing that fine line what is the standard for reference? and to what is wrong and what is right!
yours sincerely, "I"
P.S.- I can identify a part of me with this 'I' ... You know what? you can too! ... and the "I" in me says to a few "You's" out there - I put my heart out for those I love and I love myself and the people of my world ... if you believe that's stupid and silly, so I am... if you can hate me for that.. better hate me ..because I was not born to please you ... I was born to be me and not some one you imagined me to be ... if I make mistakes, well that is how we learn. I am more content and happy than any one of you out there... because I spend my time loving people and not categorizing them.
Go get a life!
Seeking for Answers
With love
I
