Words of Silence (2)

I brought my car to a screeching halt in front of Katy's house- its just safe to say I wasn't bothered how is she doing the b!tch got what she deserved. She made her life miserable everyday, how I hate her. As I stepped out in the Pierce driveway- the memories flood back with full momentum. They were both alike yet so different- like devil and angel. She's been my best friend from the moment we met in school hallways. I was a new student at Jefferson High at the age of 15. And since the puberty hit me late, like a lot late and with braces and square glasses- I was more like the social outcast from the very first second I stepped onto the school grounds. I found myself dumped in the garbage bin during recess and that's when i first saw her, My best Friend 'Maria', she pushed the jocks out of my way and helped me step outside. I realized i was smelling atrociously but she never flinched when she took my hand to weave our way till washroom. she never said a word whole time and I knew she is the one I'd always be Fan-friend with. Don't think that I am into girls, I am pretty straight by the way. But the whole point is no matter if she is dead or alive- She is my best friend always was, always will.

I blinked around to realize that I was standing in front of a tree with and my vision was blurry- I didn't realise I was crying! I wipe them quickly, Ri hates tears.. she says they are too precious to be shed. I make myself steady by leaning on the tree trunk and rubbed my hand on 'our' wood carving. She had carved it with a kitchen knife engraving 'Bri + Ri = BFF' . I still remember her smile when she called me shouting- "Brianne get your lazy ass here and check it out" . We were 18 and leaving for college when she carved it, to someone it might look a childish act but I knew for Ri it was a symbol of our friendship proudly stating its timelessness. She never told people about how she felt but I knew her like the back of my hand and so words were never important between us. rubbing my hand on the wood I whispered to the tree- "Things would be so better Ri if you were here, He loves you too you know- though you'd never admit that you like him. Giving away your only love just like that. You were too good to be true, really!"

I looked up to see her house and realized that there are far more important things to do now and made my way to her house aka mansion. I stepped inside just to realize even the aura of this place has changed- sorry Ri your house isn't like you're anymore it got the aura of the she-devil and yes she had removed your each and every picture and your memory possible, saying that it made her sad. But I know its just because she always always hated you! B!tch she is.

Scanning the ground floor I realized her holiness is missing.. I wish she goes missing for the rest of eternity and then maybe I'd cry for her, tears of happiness ofcourse. I muttered to myself- "believe me if it were up to me I'd let you rot in hell and never bat an eye, but the mayor - my dearest father odered me to check on you because he thought you must be having a heartache and ofcourse you being the manipulative, conceited delinquent-queen, was as good as an angel in everyone's town even my father couldn't see pass your fakeness. Hell they consider you more charming than Re and yes am about to puke so come out come out girl- where ever you are!" . Ans yess, all I get in return is silence.

I do a quick and check judging by the disarray of living hall and damage- this place definitely saw the wrath of Kat, now the question is where is she? I sighed at the mess irritatingly and told myself- this is going to be a long night as I went to the first floor checking all the rooms.

** SORRY, I am pretty busy with my exams and all ... will continue this story in january of this new year ;) <3

Words of Silence (1)

Am sitting in my home on my plush leather chair wearing my custom made white wedding gown, it was shipped specially for today straight from Paris, while drinking the finest wine and scotch- straight from bottle. I can't differentiate between the taste of both now.Yeah, that's how much I am drunk! yippiieee!! Two hours ago- today was going to be the best day of my life. I was going to be married one or the most charming and richest guy in this goddamn country but last I remembered, I was stepping down from my wedding altar with tears in my eyes because the groom dumped ME!

My beloved boyfriend- 'Kevin' who dated me through high school and met me again after 6 years to get down on his knees the very same evening to ask me be his girl friend and to courted me again for last two years and to finally ask me marry him- stood up on me on our wedding day because he realized that he was freaking in love with his best friend- my sister! My ugly twin sister which 'oh my god' is DEAD since last 5 years !!

I bet she'd be happy today. I hate you Maria. You took all my happiness away even when you are dead. I wobble my way up to attic- Maria's attic. That was just her place to be. Ask me why? because she was a freak, she would come up here everyday and sit here for hours. That ugly witch.

Its tricky to walk till here in my humongous white costume but i kicked open the door as soon as I reached it. Owww!! this place is smelly, well lets just say..this place was last opened when that home wrecker was alive and yes not to defeat the purpose attic is a filthy store room. I broke open the window to make it breathable and sit down the lonesome stool. to again reflect my heartbreak, misery and embarrassment.

"I was walking down the aisle with my father, it was not a fairy-tale like wedding I had expected, but apparently Kevin wanted to marry in the church my parents got married. A small wedding with only close family- definitely not what i had in mind, but i was doing it because its was my mother's dying wish which apparently Kevin wanted to fulfill more than me, so basically I was doing it all for him. But the audacity of the man! when the vicar said "Do you Kelvin Alek Richardson take Kathy Randall Pierce to be your Lawfully wedded wife. To have and To hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness or in health, to love and to cherish 'till death do you part. And hereto Pledge your faithfulness and love to her.. " And instead of saying "I do" , he keeps silent- closes his eyes and when I nudged him back to reality, he open his beautiful eyes and to look me with apology flooding in them only to say- "I wished you were her... I've always been a blind but I've always loved Maria! ... I am sorry kat! " and just like that he walks away leaving me there shattering to pieces."

Oh Maria, am glad you are already dead otherwise I would have killed you today. Since I was a child everyone always told me you were so responsible, so good and how you were like a perfect elder sister- by 1 minute. But only I was to see you for what you were an ugly cow. After you died I tried to tell myself that maybe you were good, maybe. And you know what you were not what I thought- you are a home-wrecker witch.

I cursed her more under my breath and got up to go back downstairs I need more alcohol when my heel caught up in stupid creaking floor board. I bent down trying to wriggle it out and that's when I lost my balance and darkness took me....















**CHAPTER 2 also out. keep reading !

Words of Silence

Am starting a new story.. its called the 'Words of Silence' ... its an untold story of my protagonist named Maria(meaning rebellious in Russian), she was never the quite one- but she never spoke her heart....her emotions were always lost in her own inner turmoil.... but 5 years after her untimely death she finally spoke and the world was silent for once... 

I'll upload the entire story quite quickly keep reading for updates. <3

With love 
Anshika

love rekindled

I am a naive dreamer, romance novel addict , hard working student and a  lost lover.... i used to believe that people fall in love and when they do they have that warm fuzzy feeling inside and violins playing in back ground and just in a second wold looks like a better place to live .. how correct i was ! this all happens .... I really have that happiness flowing inside me .... only problem is like every other emotion love is a transient state.... it comes and leaves your subconsciousness most times... can you believe our brain actually embeds faces of certain people and when you think about them or be with them you feel that way- love or hatred whatever you chose to store against them.

Its been a year since I last posted on this blog.... writing is my dream my first love it began back when i was in school in 8th standard and its been 8 years since then... such  long relationship, such  a pretty feeling yet sometimes I forget about it... i chose to give up writing because i can only write what i feel which is very dangerous ....

I am a lost lover but coming back to my first love like a boomerang.... because no matter how far i fly i have to come back and i am back today. I wonder if it will accept me once more, am scared what if i lost the flair to write... what if i have drifted so far away that its no longer a home bound projectile?? but I've been away far too long and its perfect to try now...

I am coming back to my first love... if you have left yours in your way, better head back now... what will happen at most? .. we might be rejected- once, twice ,thrice or maybe all our lives... but dnt stop trying till your love for those people or things sustains... longing for love maybe painful but it is what is real... living under pretenses is wishful dream- maybe alluring and happy but not reality.

go back to your love
With love
Anshika