love rekindled

I am a naive dreamer, romance novel addict , hard working student and a  lost lover.... i used to believe that people fall in love and when they do they have that warm fuzzy feeling inside and violins playing in back ground and just in a second wold looks like a better place to live .. how correct i was ! this all happens .... I really have that happiness flowing inside me .... only problem is like every other emotion love is a transient state.... it comes and leaves your subconsciousness most times... can you believe our brain actually embeds faces of certain people and when you think about them or be with them you feel that way- love or hatred whatever you chose to store against them.

Its been a year since I last posted on this blog.... writing is my dream my first love it began back when i was in school in 8th standard and its been 8 years since then... such  long relationship, such  a pretty feeling yet sometimes I forget about it... i chose to give up writing because i can only write what i feel which is very dangerous ....

I am a lost lover but coming back to my first love like a boomerang.... because no matter how far i fly i have to come back and i am back today. I wonder if it will accept me once more, am scared what if i lost the flair to write... what if i have drifted so far away that its no longer a home bound projectile?? but I've been away far too long and its perfect to try now...

I am coming back to my first love... if you have left yours in your way, better head back now... what will happen at most? .. we might be rejected- once, twice ,thrice or maybe all our lives... but dnt stop trying till your love for those people or things sustains... longing for love maybe painful but it is what is real... living under pretenses is wishful dream- maybe alluring and happy but not reality.

go back to your love
With love
Anshika