aur ek ajeeb si kashmaksh hai ...

kuch naya nahin hai meri baaton mein 

main bhi wahi hun 

umeedein bhi wahi hain 

aur ek ajeeb si kashmaksh hai

umeedein hain meri kuch mujh se 

kuch meri chahaton se 

aur ek ajeeb si kashmaksh hai

na samajh aye .. na samajhna chahein

bus aisi ek kashmaksh hai....

Ek Parinda- Khwaab ka..

Ek parinda- khawaab ka.. 

jo meri ankhon mein tha kahin.. 

ab asmaan ki taraf hai chala ... 

udney wahin.. 

rok sakun usko-

yeh himmat mujhmein nahin.. 

dubara zameen kab dikhegi ..

yeh bhi pata nahin... 

dagmga jayein kadam kahan ..

koi khabar nahin... 

bas door-door tak asmaan..

aur ek parinda-khwaab ka..

kuch darr hai, kuch khamoshi..

kahin muskurahaton mein basi zindagi..

udd rha hai asmaan mein kahin..

yeh parinda - khwaab ka....

I with an insight !

"I put my heart out for those I love... if you believe that's stupid and silly, so I am... if you can hate me for that.. better hate me ..because i was not born to please you ... i was born to be me .. and not some one you imagined me to be.."

so who is this 'I' being talked about too often above? and more than that what is his problem?

well 'I' is my protagonist... he lives in this world like you and me .. but his redeeming quality is that- he has an insight! but sadly his self awareness tears him apart...

To begin with when 'I' was born.. his family taught him manners and etiquette along with ''a b c'' because besides being born to his parents, he was born into a society .... where men and women were certainly not savages... as he grew he was taught important lessons of honesty, courage and will. He was told that God had blessed him with his likes, dislikes, abilities and inabilities- all, and he was a child of almighty. He recites his religion and scares the evil... when he grows up, he is taught to use his knowledge, follow the instincts and take decisions, decisions that defines him and follow his future.

I's only slogan is "I am Me!" ... and the world accepts him for what he is ... for they all have the realization that they are were different... So perfect!..... and now the story ends ... shake yourself and wake up to the reality!

'I' was a stupid guy- who loved and hated some people... his worst quality was he tried to decide what is wrong and what is right and look what he got... if he was open about how he felt about people (even if on their faces) that is not honesty that's called being rude.... if 'I' remains all sweet talks- he is deceiving and manipulative... if 'I' tells the truth that's arrogance and if its lies- he is such a liar! when 'I' thinks about doing good to himself- he is not being nice to himself, rather he is a self centered moron ... when 'I' choose to be away from people and lead a bit of isolated life because he doesn't like to many people pitching their ideas about how 'I' should live- he is just being a psycho and a loner ... if 'I' do what people tells him- he is 'gullible' .. if he does not - he is stubborn! .. if 'I' follows other's orders- he was never a leader; if otherwise he is dominating!

Since 'I's' only redeeming quality was insight - he now seeks out for the following answers- (IF someone can satisfactorily answer them the writer will serve as your obedient servant for a year)

dedicated to the typecasting "YOU"

Who is deciding- what 'I' is ?? and what right do you have over "I" to do so? how can you type cast him?? what is 'your type' by the way ?? who the hell you think yourself to be ?? show me this fine line between honesty and manipulation, being self centered and ambitious , gullible and stubborn, leader and a dictator... and when you are drawing that fine line what is the standard for reference? and to what is wrong and what is right!

yours sincerely, "I"

P.S.- I can identify a part of me with this 'I' ... You know what? you can too! ... and the "I" in me says to a few "You's" out there - I put my heart out for those I love and I love myself and the people of my world ... if you believe that's stupid and silly, so I am... if you can hate me for that.. better hate me ..because I was not born to please you ... I was born to be me and not some one you imagined me to be ... if I make mistakes, well that is how we learn. I am more content and happy than any one of you out there... because I spend my time loving people and not categorizing them.

Go get a life!

Seeking for Answers

        With love 

              I

The thing called LIVING!

I breathe, so I am living.  NO?? .... Okay, then what is life? I got the following answers when I tried to answer what is life-

•  to live is life
•  to be able to breathe, grow, feel the pain is life
• to be not dead is living! 

All this is so gross!! .. Is this is how we value our lives?? .. NO?? ..then how do we 'live'??.... we most essentially remain dissatisfied with our present life, dream about a perfect future, fall in love- fall out of love, get envious about the neighbor who has the bigger car, worry about the pay checks, get cranky about the boss, shout at the bus which was late, curse PWD for pathetic state of roads, bitch about politicians, discuss price rise etc etc etc.

We live our lives each day like this, but this is here we fall out of line. To begin with- to live like this is not a life at all, rather its like a parody for the thing called 'living' because every day we forget who are we !

I was not born to crib about something, to hate others, to find a fault in god's world, rather to seek interest in it and praise it, not by just words but by my deeds. It takes a lot to live than just be "alive". Shouldn't we all try to Live?? but then  people put more gross arguments ... am just a student or a industry professional or a 24x7 working house wife, having semester exams, dead-lines to be met and hundreds of  other odd things to do each day, where shall I get a time to live? 

If Day by day you live a life and at the end it doesn't look like yours, its just your fault... you didn't figured out what was living but no time is just too late. Think about yourself and all those you love, start afresh and make a new ending, because this is about YOU! 

Happy Living :) 

The first man from Last- 2

I once read a book called Ignited minds by Dr. APJ Abdul kalam , he mentioned in an extract there.. that while visiting some schools he chanced to meet a curious student, who put forth an idea... why isn't the 'Extra'-water of rivers like ganga and Brahmaputra which will cause floods in monsoons, better be channelized to rajasthan?? ... he mentioned that such a brilliant idea could come only from a child cause we adults see more problems than solutions .... but he was no common man! .. he was the former President of India, why did he never do something while he had the power?? 


Asia's largest slum "dharavi" ... till today its redevelopment is stagnant because the residents- the Indians, doesn't have trust on the government! ... if this were the case why did they elect them in first place??, just because they had no other/ better choice? ... would they have put a tick on 'none of the above', if given a chance? 


What kind of world are we leaving behind us? ... maybe I see more clearer than you, cause I  stand at the end.


Yours faithfully

The First Man from Last


Walking from ashes to ashes in search of my heaven....

The first man from Last- 1

If I am in a Que.... and there is no one behind me.. am I really "the last one?" ... or we just reverse the order and I am the first man from the other side... "the first man from last!"

Why is there a need to compete at all? ... why can't all live together, equally?.. Never in my thoughts, am talking about being a communist but am just voicing out rationality of equality! ... sumthing guaranteed to us by our fundamental rights.... 


Thousands of people backed Gandhi and hence he was called the leader, Mahatma! ... Anna Hazzare went to a fast onto death and he got support ... but hundreds of farmers die every year in India.. and no one seems to care! ... the victim families get a sum of money to sustain their living... sumthing ranging from- Rs. 50,000 to 2lacs... but is this is the cost of life of an ordinary indian? .... pricing of a life is cheap but to live is a luxury..... zindagi ki keemat kuch bhi nahin hai , but jeena bahut mehnga hai!! 


I am, The first Man from last, walking from ashes to ashes in search of my heaven....


      

The first man from Last !

Stating with a new story of dreams and aspirations .. a journey of a man from ashes to ashes in search of his heaven.... "The First man from last! "


A story of a guy standing last in the row OR first from the other side.... REALLY ??? 

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 Last chapter of the series.. <3


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CHAPTER - 11


(Rohit's version-)


Kya fayda apne pyaar ke liye kuch bhi karne ka .... saumya toh yeh bol ke chali gayi hai ki agar main ussey sach mein pasand karta hun toh i should leave her! yeh kya matlab hua? wo kisi aur se pyaar karti ho toh bhi samajh aye par uski life mein toh aur koi nahin hai .... aur meri toh zindagi hi wahi hai ..itni simple si equation usko samajh kaise nahin aati? ... khud se naraz rahun? saumya se ya apni kismaat se ? ... itne saal jo khwaab dekha uska result hai ki .. pehle bhi vo mujhe chhod gayi aur aaj bhi... main toh uski ek haasi ko apni zindagi bana ke baitha tha .. par use shayad meri parwah hi nahin ..... 


yehi sochte hue main railway station ki taraf ja raha tha.... mere pyaar ne mujhse ek hi cheez maangi hai ussey door jana- ab aisa hi hoga ... i'll love her foreverr but door se hi.....


wahan bench pe baithe baithe ... wo romeo- juliet yaad aa gya.. kya sari love stories ki sad ending zaruri hoti hai? ek rohit saumya nahin ho sakte jinhe sab yaad karte ki 2 logon ka pyaar aisa bhi tha jo unhey mila gaya! 
ek do baar roya fir thoda theek hua ...... and thn realise kiya yeh romeo juliet na jaane kis century ke the and uski love story ka master plan fail hua misunderstanding ki wajah se ...par main aaj mein rehta hun.. and if i love her .. i love her ... yeh kya door se? chup chup ke pyaar mohobaat wali baatein kar raha hoon..... i said to myself 'be a man!'  .... and fir wahan se khada hua aur samya ke ghar ki taraf chal diya


rastey mein bhi khayalon ne mujhe nahin chhoda.... uske ghar jaunga toh wo milegi mujhse.... wo ghar paar ho iss baat ki bhi kya guarantee? ... par jo bhi aaj toh us se mil ke bolna hi hai .... tumne kaha tumhe mere saath chalne mein embarrassed feel karogi toh maine khud ko change kiya.... and i changed for good.. i changed myself for you ... ab mere se tum kya expect karti ho i dont know but mujhe toh tum jaisi ho waise hi pasand ho..... aur yeh sab sochte saochte pata nahin kab main uske ghar ke samne pahunch gaya .... ridhi ne address toh theek hi diya tha.... ab ussey milun kaise front door se entry ya back door se? 


mera pyaar sacha hai... zamane se kya darna fir... maine bhi main gate  ki bell bajayi ... gate saumya ki mom ne khola.... suprisingly wo mujhe jaanti thi...unhone mere plays ke baare mein sun rakha tha ..and posters bhi dekhe the.... i told her ki main saumya ka senior tha college mein and mujhe unse kuch baat karni thi... 


she asked to come in... and i placed myself comfortably on the couch.. saumya was not at her place that time .... but aaj mujhe sab kehna hi tha ..and so i started .. aunty believe me ... main koi roadside awaragirdi karne wala insaan nahin hoon.... haan yeh zaroor hai ki jabse saumya ko dekha hai .. tab se bus usi ka hoon... mujhe nahin pata abhi aap mere baare mein kya sooch rahi hongi ..but let me tell u one thing for sure ..i came here with best of my intentions ... main humesha se aisa nahin tha... but suamya ne mere life ko meaning diya ..am a  self made man but to the world .. for me ..its saumya behind my every thought for the past 5years.... par main usko samajh nahin paya .. wo meri life hai but she doesn't understand that .. i proposed to her yesterday and she denied .. just like before ... i came here just to ensure ki kisi misunderstanding ke chalte hum door na ho jayein...... 


aunty kuch bolne hi wali thi ki door bell baji .. it was saumya on the gate .. but she was crying ... Ma, rohit ki train chali gayi, Rohit chala gaya ... main usey dekh bhi nahin payi! ....and she hugged her mom... but dimaag mein tabhi khayal aya .. oye! rohit toh main hi hoon !!!!!!!!!!!!


uss waqt ki feelings kya thi kuch samajh nahin aya.... but tabhi saumya's dad stepped in and said .... rohit please go upstairs ... you'l find saumya's room on fist left of the corridor .... i obeyed ...and saumya stared at me in utter surprise! .. par main but thodi si stairs upar ja ke ruk gaya so that no one can see me and i can hear ki saumya ko hua kya hai? ... and mujhe iss baat ka bhi darr tha ki uske dad kaise react kareinge .... 


the family got seated in living area...and saumya's father started speaking ... saumya do u like that rohit? ...S- yes papa... papa- is this rohit sitting in our house the same rohit of which u were talking.. S- yes papa... papa- listen my dear , he's an honest man .... if you like him tell him... we are with you.. now go upstairs he must be waiting ...


i rushed my way to saumya's room ... she will come at any instant ... i could hear the footsteps rise.. and with every beat i could feel my heart beat.... she came in the room, looked into my eyes and said.. rohit i like you but i can't be with you! ... I was like what? why? ... she kept quite .... but she has to speak today .... i looked into her eyes ... let her see the love here! ..i said .. if we both love each other why can't we be together?? 


there was a long silence but she spoke... i left u along on that long road 5years ago.... and u build your entire life around me... tumne mere liye apni habits badli and aaj ek aisi stage pe ho that evry one wants to be with you.... i don't want to be like those people who come to you beacuse you are successful ... i love you! but i fear ....... tears dropped from my eyes... she loves me... and woh bhi poori honesty ke saath.... 


the sun was setting ..and its golden light washed the room... i saw my angel infront of me ! .... i hugged her.... and the lovers met forevr ! <3 

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CHAPTER-10

(rohit's version-)

Todal i was back at the college, its been 5years that i left this place but the air is still same.... totally new face around me.... but in ankhon ko toh ek hi chehre ki talaash hai ....aur dimaag mein ek hi khayal hai .... kya vo milegi mujhe? 

par sab kuch pehle jaisa nahin hai .. meri wo faculty jise mere se pass hone ki umeed nahin thi ..aaj nazar bacha bacha kar idhar dekh rahe the .. jaise aaj main unhe dekhun ..pass jaun aur kahun sir jo hun apki wajah se hun .... success duniya ka apko dekhne ka nazariya badal deti hai ! .. sach hi hai !! 

par abhi yeh kuch bhi matter nahin karta .. saumya is my priority for she always have been... ek baar socha saumya toh 2saal pehle hi graduate hui hai ..ho sakta hia usey abhi bhi koi janta ho ... pooch leta hun .... par aissey kaise uska naam leke dusron ko uske baare mein koi bhi thought ya perception rakhne dun? .... jab usko tab mera pyaar samajh nahin aya ..toh in anjaan logon ko ab kya samajh ayega .... 

yehi sochte hue main canteen ki taraf chal diya ..ki ab apney sheher toh aa hi gya hun ... usko toh dhundh hi lunga, wahan baitha wahi samose ke saath se saath apney khayalon mein khoya tha ki peeche se awaaz ayi .. tum wo langdu hi ho na? .... maine apni ankhein band kar li .. shayad ye saumya hi ho... par jab palta toh wahan ek ladki toh thi ..but wo meri saumya nahin thi.... wo ladki aakar mere saath baith gayi ...

mujhe toh kuch bhi pehle hi samajh nahin aa raha tha .. par main janta tha saumya mujhe langdu kehti thi.. par kya yeh ladki bhi samya ko janti hogi ??? ....

Wo bolne lagi- tumne shayad pehchana nahin.. main Riddhima hun.... saumya ki best friend .. saumya aksar apke plays dekha karti hai..... main bus jaise us pal mein apne 5saal firs jee gaya .. saumya bhi mujhe bhooli nahin hai ...

maine ridhi ko saumya ke baarein mein aoni sari feelings baata di aur usse request ki , ki wo saumya ko 1hr ke liye bahar bula le.... woh maan bhi gayi !! 

5saal tak samjho ek patta bhi nahin hila aur aaj sab itna jaldi jaldi ho rha hai ki a believe bhi nahin ho rha.... bus ab saumya se ek baar mulakat ho jaye usey iss pyaar ka ehsaas kra dun ... fir uske ghar walon se bhi mil lunga.... 

abhi shaam ke 4baje the jab ridhi ne kha ki vo 5baje wahin golgappey wale pe milegi.... aaj toh bus aisey lag rha tha jaise asmaan sach mein pairon mein aa gya ho... aaj mujhe meri saumya dikhne wali hai .. jiski ek jhalaak ke liye main college ki seediyon pe baitha rehta tha, mujh jaisa padhai chor library bhi jata tha ..aaj wo saumya fir dikhne wali hai ... uski wo ankhen wo muskan.... par dil mein darr bhi tha .. kya ab vo mere pyaar ko realise karegi....

iss 1hr mein na jaaney maine kya kuch nahin socha ... saumya ayi maine usey door se pehchan liya .... par vo apni usi befikari se chal rahi thi usey kya umeed hogi ki koi uske intezaar mein 5saal se khada hai.... 

jaise hi ridhi saumya ko mere samne kayi ... wo kuch kadam peech haat gayi .. main uski taraf bada aur wo khadi rahi ... maine uski ankon mein dekh kar bola ... aaj jo bhi hun ... tumhare liye hi hun.. i crouched on my knees and once again i held her hand and proposed to her... this time ...like always ... i love u... will you be mine... not as an object but with your heart .... she gently asked me to get up... placed her both hands on my shoulders .... she was looking in my eyes as if kuch dhoond rahi ho .... tears started coming out of her eyes .... 

she turned back and just said ... that i deserved sumone much better than her ..and if i ever loved her i should forget her and start life afresh ..... i ws staring at blankness and emptiness as she walked back 

With her every step i wanted her to return back to me .. for she is the best i deserve! .... but she didn't turned back and once again left me !

Main wahin khada reh gaya ... aur mujhse mera zamana lut gya ... 

Rohit...

The last chapter in this series to be posted tomorrow! ... rohit ko uska pyaar milega?


  

  

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CHAPTER-9


(Rohit's version-)

5years have passed since the day I proposed to Saumya.... but everything is still fresh as sunshine in me, evn today! ..... i was on my knees that day .. life mein pehli baar kisi ladki ke liye aisa feel kiya aur usne mana kar diya wo bhi is bekadri se ki meri feelings toh jaise kuch hai hi nahin ... wo Naa bhi kar dete toh hum uff na karte .. par unhone toh humare pyaar par hi sawal utha diya.... hum toh mohobaat mein asmaan chhune nikle the... par unhone ne apni nazaron se hi humein gira diya! .... 


wo kuch din kaise nikle mujhe kuch yaad nahin .... ek baar phenyl pee ke sab khatam karne ki sochi ... romeo ki tarah "without you, I'll die types" ... par fir samajh aya ..yeh jeena bhi koi jeena hai? jo apne sache pyaar se door ja kar ho??? .... just because she might not like me back... meri sari feelings uske liye khatam kaise ho sakti hain?? .... love never demands! ... and agar meri feelings sachi hongi ... toh i'll be the best man of her world too.. and my love will come back to me!


Us din ke baad se main badal gaya ..... 3 saal ke andar graduate bhi ho gya... theater pasand tha toh isi ko apni life bana liya.... dil aur dimaag lga ke jo mehnat ki hai ... toh ab mere haar show ki tickets advance booking mein chalte hain ... our group even brought frech taste to drama and filming and acting institutes bhi khul chuke hain delhi mumbai aur banglore mein.... 5 saal mein maine apna naam banaya hai .. pehchaan banayi hai ... taaki ab jab saumya se milun toh keh sakun "Aaj jo bhi hun sirf tumhari wajah se hun....you can Trust me over anything and I'll never let You down"

kal apney shehar wapas ja raha hun .. apni saumya ko dhundne.. itne saal baad .. shayad main toh use yaad bhi na hunga ... but yeh fact toh nahin badal sakta na ki its only her for whose sake am What I am ... Let the angels guide my way bak!!   





Rohit...


*************Next chapter- will rohit be able to find her ? even if he tracks her.. will he find the love he's searching for? and yeah this story will end in two more chapters!!

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CHAPTER - 8


(Saumya's version-)


I was feeling terribly sorry for all that happened ... and khud mil ke apologise bhi karna chahti thi... but himmat hi nahin hui.... anyhow I joined dramatics society today and was waiting for my turn at audition for inter college fest.... Script thi romeo Juliet ... though i had no idea ki college fest mein yeh romeo Juliet itna kyun project kiya jata hai .. but i had no choice other than to be the character.... backgroung mein Talor Swift ka "love story" play ho rha tha and i had to say the dialog "Romeo ... i fear no one .. till your love is mine... but i can't take this life cause its yours not mine... but i'll be your side and kiss love off your life... and if some is to die .. it shall be me" 


I tried this dialog several times but it was not just coming out... at that instance rohit turned up .. he started speaking for romeo.... "oh my love! ... i fear you can't be mine.... all i want is your happiness... but without you I'll have to die... " ... the intensity in his eyes was much more than i could ever imagine.... he made me practice and we talked our way back to college gate .... 


It was like as if I was talking to someone who knows me by heart .... but sugar coated talks were to end ... very SOON!!


I was at the college gate and we were supposed to part ways and head of different directions.... i walked a few steps forward and then he came by my side ... held my hand and looked in my eyes ... the same intensity this tym too.... I stopped myself frm thinking anything and pulled my hand back..... I asked him what was the matter? ... and he just bend on his knees ... in front of my eyes and said I love YOU! ....I was like, WTF ?? ... are you in your senses? ... seniors ke saath mil ke koi game khel rahe ho toh better stop here ... but he was still there same like that... in a more caring tone he started saying.. "Listen dear, I love you frm the very first time i saw you... this feeling has always been here but today i just wanted to tell you this... Will you be mine??"


It was romantic and a fairy tale like .. but fairy tales dnt happen in reality... So I stopped myself from wandering with my thoughts.... and sppoke loud and clear... "you may the best person in your world.. but that's not for me... I hardly know you and even if I did .. Am not an object to be yours.. You can't label me as yours... and what did u just say? .. tumhe love at first sight hua hai ?? ... well thats called attraction.... abhi tak samajh hi gaye hoge mera kya reply hai.... but still for you.. I respect your feelings and whatever they are.. But am not in love with you... Rather can't be with a person jiska juniors bhi yeh keh ke mazak banate hain .. ki kya pata ye drama club wala humare saath hi graduate ho? ... jiske khud ke future ka bharosa nahin .. how can I trust such a guy???" 


ye keh ke main wahan se chal di... "rohit was on his knees when i left.. but i had to be this hard.. bandey ko koi galat response ni milna chahiye and pata nahin kis type ka banda tha? na jaan na pehchaan uth ke ladki ko propose kar diya... loser type laga mujhe toh .. pata nahin kitni aur ko kar chuka hoga ...... "


Rohit ka chapter ENDS!!


Saumya....




saumya jaisa sochti hai poori duniya waise thodi na chalegi ..kya pata .. saki life change ho jaye !!




   

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Sorry! kal chapter post nahin ho saka ....woh actually my room is under renovation these days and i was totally toered and thats how yesterdays chapter got missed..... But the news is ... this story will end by chapter 11 .. typical saas bahu saga nahin hai na so i can't stretch it for about 2-3yrs and more .... suggestions are welcome for next story line , If any.

"All between You and ME - A story of a girl who dreams and a boy who loves !"

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CHAPTER- 7 
(Rohit's version-)

Its been weeks since that hospital incident, and woh road side wali ladki baar baar takra jaati hai college mein, but kabhi baat hi nahin hui, aaj bhi wo canteen mein corner ki seat pe apni friends ke saath baithi thi and main tirchi nazaron se dekh rha tha ki tabhi vikram wahan aa gya... usne mujhe bina kisi reason ke smile karte pakkad liya tha.... aur ab toh yeh tha ki ya toh main khud shaheed ho jaun ya fir vo sab kuch pooch pooch ke marega..... maine shuru kiya viki wo us ladki ke baare mein batana.... kaise wo road pe dikhi .. kaise meri taang tooti... kaise wo bhi issi college mein hai .. and vikram ne toh uski ragging bhi le rakhi hai .. and the possibility ki jis road wali ladki se main baat karna chahta hun.. bhai tu uska naambhi jaanta ho! ... 


vikram bhi chup chap story sunta raha ... bus samne baith ke sasta raha ... maine soocha pooch hi lun bore ho gya toh bata de, usney bhi dialog laga diya.. yahan dost ko mohobaat ho gayi hai aur tu kehta hai ki am bored? .. PAGAL hai tu Rohit ? .... and I was like bhai dimaag se toh tu gaya hua lagta hai! jis ladki ko main janta nahin .. kabhi baat nahin hui ussey kaise pyaar ho sakta hai??? .....


Vikram bhi lag gya pyaar ke baare mein apni philosophy jhaadney...tum baar baar takra jatey ho.. wo hospital bhi ayi tujhse milne ... pehli baar jab tu mila toh pair tutwa ke aya hai.....yaara pyaar hua hai tujhe!!! but i couldn't believe him .. the question was simple.. how could this be possible ? ... but vikram haar nahin mananey wala tha ... he asked mein yeh tere hospital tak ka scene toh samajh ata hai .. chal jab se college fir aya hai wo bata ... tab kuch hua...  I was like nothing yaar.. though i wanted to talk to her but there was not even a single opportunity as such... though ek baar vo lawns mein akeli thi ..par tab meri himmat nahin hui... par na vo dikh jaati hai kabhi bhi kahin bhi ... i mean vo aas paas hoti hai na toh sab kuch acha sa lagta hai .. apne aap khush ho jata hun ... and kayi baar nazaar bus ek baar usi ko dekhne ke liye idhar udhar dekhti hai... 


fir vikram ne sirf itna bola chal dekh kar atey hain teri wali ko, I was like bhai palat ke dekh yahin baithi thi abhi toh ... but when we turned around we realised ki college over ho chuka tha... and hum apni baaton mein hi lage reh gaye ..canteen was empty... viki bola sun, are ur legs fine now? .. i was .. hell yes! .. toh fir chaal bhaage .. gate tak nahin pahunchi hogi .......... humne wild search shuru kar di ... lawns gardens corridors .. par wo ja chuki thi ... thaak kar hum bhi college se chal diye... fir mann kiya chal aaj road wali ki yaad mein gol gappe khatey hain....


Wahan pahunche toh wo madame wahin gol gappe kha rahi thi ! haad hai pehle hi yahan ana chahiiye tha... anyhow maine door se viki ko wo ladki dikhayi toh usney nazar fer li ... face dusri side kar ke khada ho gya na kuch bola na sun  rha tha.... yaar main toh dar gya mazra kya hai.. fir bola bhai sun mereko ek aur thappad maar! .... maine kaha nautanki tujhe maar maar ke adha kar dunga par pehle bol toh baat kya hai? ...


 Viki said baat 2 hain .. ek toh yeh ki tere ko bohot serious bimaari hai... "LOVE at First Sight aka PEHLI nazar ka pyaar" aur dusra yeh ki yaar wo first day pe bhabhi ki ragging le li thi .. yehi thi "Jhaansi ki Rani" ... yehi thi jinke liye tune pehla thappad mara aaj ek aur maar de coz dost kisi se pyaar karta hai aur main samajh bi nahin paya .. fir kis kaam ki meri dosti... ?? ... Bohot draamey kiye viki ne uske baad se .. par ab mujhe uska naam pata hai " SAUMYA " .... 


mera bhi love at first sight ho gya kya ???

Rohit...




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Chapter - 6


Its a week into college and rohit ko wo road side wali ladki ka naam bhi nahin pata and saumya ke liye toh ab tak wo careless senior ki image mein hai.... but today they'll meet ...kya hoga ?


(Rohit's version-)

Aaj kal toh meri greh dasha hi kharab chal rahi hai by god... matlab toota foota toh tha hi aaj college ka medical room bhi dekh liya... matlab acha khasa 6ft ka banda canteen mein apni ek tooti tang ke saath chal rha hai aur kuch dhyaan dena toh door ladki chad gayi pair par! ... jaan le le meri maa!
ladki na sach mein bina break ki gaadi hai..aur humesha NO entry mein ghusti hai... fir kya tha ... medical room jana pada ..the leg was paining terribily....i was lying on bed and nusre ne kuch medicine di thi......itne mein aisa laga jaise wa road wali ladki aayi ... miss hadbadi gadbadi!.... humesha jaldi mein rehti hai and problems se toh jaise iska koi dedicated relationship hai... aisa laga wo bed ke side mein khaadi hai and sara dard chala gya .... i slept for hours altogher.. jab utha toh frnds khade the... i was feeling better .... after collecting my all belongings from the nurse i thought ki nurse se pooch hi lun shayad wo ladki sach mein ayi ho and u knw what??? sach mein koi ladki ayi thi ... kya woh wahi Miss. hadbadi thi?? ... uska asli naam kya hai? .. wo kyun ayi yahan pe? Sab chhodo wll i be able to talk to her ever??? 


Ghar aa kar shorts dale toh plaster pe nazar padi ... ek ladki kya kya kar sakti hai .. aaj samajh aya... but yeh kya? ... plater pe kuch likha hai ...  bent down to have a closer look.. there it was written "GET WELL SOON... 'S'" .... yeh kisne likha?? ... kahin us ladki ne hi toh nahin .. maybe i was not hallucinating at all... uska naam S se start hota hai kya? ...SHAYAD !


Rohit...




(Saumya's Version-)

Yaar aaj apni life ka sabse galat kaam kiya... woh rohit senior tha na jo us din canteen mein humein pareshaani mein chhod ke chala gaya tha... hum friends ne soocha ki lets make him realise ki hw does it feel when, u really need sumone and no help turns up... plan simple tha ridhi will run into him ..make him fall and thn no one helps ... par wo gir gaya ..aur he got hurt.. humein aisa plan karna hi nahin chahiye tha... i mean kya padi thi humein usko pareshaan karne ki ..bachara ... but ab sochti hun toh galti realise ho rahi hai pehle toh it was all fun... par main apologise karney medical room gayi thi ... he was sleeping.. but I'll confess all in the next possible chance that i get... i hope u are fine .. and am seriously very sorry!
just take care !


Saumya...


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First day ..shuru hua tha ... khatam toh nahin .. i mean this is in continuation of that day ! ....


(Saumya's version-)


Wo langdu ... how could you? bol ke ek ladke se jhagda kar raha tha... bilkul college ke bahar .... college ke first day itna hungama.. Jaane kaunsa bond ban rha tha- ek thappad bhi laga diya... sare boys itne voilent hote hain kya ? .. ho sakta hai ye leg pe plaster bhi kisi se ladayi karney ke baad hi chadha ho!


subah ka iska canteen ka behaviour yaad aa gya aur ek baar toh pray kiya, "ki jo pareshaan ladkiyon ki help nahin kar sakta godji aap bhi uski help na karo!! ... aaj iss langu ki jhaand ya pitayi jo bhi ho, ho hi jaye.. par unke frnds ne mamla shaant karrwa diya... shi yaar! college ki ladayi dekhne nahin mili :P 


Anyhow ... hum toh waise hi ghar ke liye nikal rahe the ..par na ab soch rahi hun toh thought aya ..... sare ladke aisey hi hote hain kya ?? ... careless types??.. bhagwaan inki manufacturing kharaab mood mein karta hai kya?


Jo bhi hai- first day theek hi tha ... 


Saumya..


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(Rohit's version - )




Aaj toh bekar ka humgama kar diya! .. ek pair toh toota tha ab baki anjar panjar bhi dheele ho gaye hain .. it was almost unusual for me to pick a fight wo bhi just because mere batch ke kuch frnds wo canteen wali ladkiyon ke baare mein ulta pulta bol ke sabak seekhane ki baat kar rahe the... pata nahin kis ko jhaansi ki raani bata ke bol rahe the ki uski zubaan pe toh tala lagana hi hai, ab dekho wo haal kareinge uska ki clg sar jhuka ke ayegi ... maine samjhane ka try kiya ...like apni ego pe challenge mat lo yaar .. hum bhi kabhi freshers the.. take a chill- pill kind off.... par baat hui, behes hui and jhadga hua .. and side se woh golgape wali nikli .. uski taraf ishara karke ek bola ... rohit tu dekh liyo iska kya karta hun main ....... fir apne dost ke jo keech ke chanta maara na.... rohan .. gyaan aur ravi mujhe aur viram ko le ar andar chale gaye .. rohan andar jaate hi bola ... vikram aur tu aaj tak bhai jaise the .. aaj ek ladki ke liye jhagda karoge! 
par baat sirf ek ladki ki nahin thi ... uski respect aur dignity ki thi .. maine bhi bol diya ki agar koi rah chalta insaan hota toh main fir bhi chup reh jata par main janta hun ki yeh vikram hai aur ispe mera haaq hai .. mera bhai kisi ladki ke baare mein galat kahega toh usey theek baat samajhana mera farz hai .. tum sab jaante ho ki tumhara yeh bekaar ka gussa hai .. par mere rehte yeh nahin hoga .. i turned to viki and told him ... sun yaar make a choice ur friend or this attitude and ego ... viki room se bina kuch bole bahar chala gaya .. hum sab bhi uske peeche hi chal diye.. wo college ke gaate ke samne pahuncha aur bola.. sun ladke .. 2 saal pehle hum pehli baar yahin mile the .. aur aaj firse! 


Teri baat kaise mana kar sakta hun .. doston ka love, wo affection and care alag hi hota hai ... yeh log meri family nahin they ... par ab inke bina main kuch nahin hun... fir college ke bahar wale chacha se humne banta piya ..and third year ka pehla din shuru ho ke khatam bhi ho gya !!


Rohit.. 




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(Rohit's Version-)

College aya toh pata chala ki am the President of theater group this year- theek hi toh hai... meri life bhi poori draamey hi hai... aaj tak samajh hi nahin aya ki khud kya karney ke mood mein hun ... anyhow college ka yeh last year as super senior gotta be rocking... par start kuch feeka sa hai ... toota pair dekh kar totta khud aa ke pooch rha hai Sir kya hua? .. ladkiyan line deti thi toh thi ... 3 saal mein marney bhi lagi hain!


Par in sab se important kuch hai.... canteen gya tha main ragging lene ... har fresher ki bajao! ... par jab frnds ne bulaya toh wahi road side wali ladki dikhi... ab kuch bol toh sakta nahin tha.. par bechari dari hui thi .. toh help karna bhi banta tha... par karta kaise.. itne tym se ragging karney ke sabse anokhe khayal toh mere hi dimaag mein aatey the .. bakiyon ko mana kaise karun , kuch samajh nahin aa raha tha... Pas sahi kaha hai kisi ne ... khaali dimaag shaitan ki khopdi hota hai... mere dimaag ne bhi khurapat sochi .. wahan se busy bol ke nikal gaya... aur bahar ja ke phone kiya ek frnd ko ki Princi round pe aa rha hai... Uski ragging shayad nahin hi hui hogi ... jo bhi hai .. maine toh koshish ki thi na ..... 


Par kyun ki uski help ... chhod yaar! zyada sochne se saar dard hota hai .. :P 


Rohit....




Chapter 5 - saumya ka langdu wala first impression change hoga? ... possible toh hai... rohit itna bhi bura nahin ! ... already posted ! check up!!

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CHAPTER - 3 

Its the First Day at college - nervous freshers are entering through the gate and seniors in big groups are enjoying themselves... talking aloud and occasionally waving off to call their buddies... Technically the class rooms are empty and the whole college is scattered everywhere in lawns and canteen... But Canteen should not the place where freshers might come .. Specially on their first day ! 

A couple of girls enter the canteen and gets seated in a corner .... totally unaware of what was going to happen next! .... Ignorant poor chaps said a senior .. aa toh gaye hain par ab ragging diye bina kahan jayeingi... the predators were on the move but not literally wanting to kill ... but scary enough...

Anyhow this is what happen next - 

(Saumya's version-) 

"A big Guy calls up... Hey you! Fresher right?? ..come here!! ... he was pointing at Ridhima, kuch kar bhi nahin sakte they and so a totally nervous Ridhima walks to him ... we all were like praying ki sab theek ho... they ask her to sit and told her.. hey! look you .. hum tumhari koi ragging nahin kar rahe hain... its just an Intro ... one of the ways we'll get to know you! ... and everyone laughed... It was like disgusting! but she obeyed ... unhone Ridhi se uska naam poocha ... chair pe chadne ko kaha and pata nahin usey kya kya keh ke hasne lage... 

I was scared but more than that I was angry ..and mujhse aur apni best friend ko aise nahin dekha gaya .. I waled to that senior table and bol padi .. Is this the way you behave with girls??? .. I was shaking with rage but they were seniors... one of them said .. yeh badi Jhaansi ki Rani banti hai .... theatre wale ko bulao re ! .... Fir ek senior ne zor se awaaz lagayi ... "Rohit ..oye idhar aa.. in Madame ji ke Draamey khatam nahin ho rahe" ... I was like sharks! .. inka koi leader type hoga ..uski ko bula rahe hain ... 

Par ab toh panga le hi liya senoirs se ab kar abhi kya sakti hun! ... I was also looking at the abstract crowd in canteen .. and tabhi wahan mujhe wo random ladka dikha.. the one at the other side of road that day... uski ek leg bandaged thi... but wo ladka humari table ki tarah kyun aa rha tha ?? ... Is he Rohit?? ... Jo bhi hai kaash dhaang ka banda ho and humein jaane de ..plz God... 

But unfortunately yeh meri life thi koi hindi movie nahin...Wo langdata hua namoona Rohit hi tha .. par wo jaise aaya waise hi chala bhi gaya... i mean... He was busy so usney humein unhi seniors ke hawale chhod diya... Kya Insaniyaat thi by god bandey mein.. HUH !

Anyhow wo toh humari kismaat achi thi .. ki us langdu ke janey ke baad kisi senior ko call aya that Princi round pe aa raha hai ..and un seniors ne humein jaaney ko bola! Bach gaye seriously .... For now am not gonna be there at canteen for a loooong tym..... 

Saumya...

All between You n' Me- 2

CHAPTER 2-


( Rohit's version-)

Subah se kuch acha nahin ho rha tha... everyone was busy with themselves, so I thought why not go off roaming aimlessly as always! ... but maybe i was better of at home only... I came out of home walking on my 2 legs and went back jumping over 1 ! ... Accident ho gya !! ... Raghav, my big bro, he was just not ready to believe ki road karte hue aisa hua .... he came very seriously to me and asked .. dekh sach bata kahin se ladayi karke aya hai kya?? ... I smiled innocently like a child and changed the topic... ladayi toh nahin ki par ek ladki ko dekh kar aisa hua!



Wo market mein apni friend ke saath shopping kar rahi thi ..and I was like literally stalking her ..not that i wanted too .. but i couldn't stop myself from doing that.... Agar isko ladki chedna kehte hain toh aaj yeh mera pehla experience tha aisa.. but I was not like Eve-teasing her or anything... main bus usey dekh rha tha ..door se kaafi der tak.. shayad usne bhi mujhe dekha ho ... anyhow... fir she coughed ... and without thinking for a second i started walking to her... i forgot about the road aur scooter se takra gya... yahan toh sirf muscles fracture hai.. par shit yaar bheed mein wo gayab ho gyi ! 


Shayad sahi hi kaha hai kisi ne ... Ladki aur bus kisi ke liye nahin rukti .. huh... 


Chapter 3 already posted - i hope they meet again ! ;) :P